I am sorry to bring bad news during the festive holiday season, but…


First of all, thank you for the concern.

In recent months, especially the last couple of weeks, I’ve lost the interest to blog. It’s not the same anymore. I no longer have the mentality to do such a thing. My mood is not good and I have a lot of personal issues. Also, I’ve pretty much lost interest in TVB. I am no longer the fan that I used to be. I no longer go crazy about TVB. I am now simply a viewer who watches TVB for entertainment’s sake (when TVB can deliver in that department). I am finally able to see TVB for what it is and no longer wish to spend hours blogging or updating on it. It is not worthwhile to do so. Furthermore, it doesn’t bring me joy anymore doing so.

I’ve been around the online TVB community since late 2001 and started building my own site since early 2002. I am no longer 15 and do not have the time or interest anymore to devote to TVB. Entering the adult world is scary… and it means giving up things belonging to my childhood past.

While I am not disconnecting myself from TVB, I am slowly breaking away from my online “status” and “responsibility” as a top TVB blogger. I want to retire and by the end of August 2009, the very last post will be published on TVB Musings and yes, I already have the last post in mind. In fact, when I started my blog 2 years ago, I already knew what the last post would be. It will wrap everything up and I think everyone will be satisfied with the ending. Unlike TVB, it won’t be rushed or illogical.

The past month was a test. I wanted to see if I really could stand being away from the online world. It turns out that I can. It’s a shocking realization. It turns out that I gain so much more time not having the responsibility of blogging, writing, and preparing posts. Time is what we all need more of. I have to learn a million different drugs and diseases inside and out — all of this takes a lot of time. Therefore I decided that it’s best for me to monopolize on the little time that I do have to do something productive and beneficial instead of “wasting” it.

I once said that www.virtuesofharmony.net will always remain online even if I don’t update and this remains to be true.

So what does this mean? In the next 8 months as I prepare for retirement, I will be blogging only when I feel inspired to.

My #1 priority right now in terms of online is to finish my Seeking Happiness fanfic and give it a proper ending. I know that if I don’t finish it before August 2009, I will never finish it and I do not want that to happen. More details on that are coming later.

I am sorry to disappoint everyone with this news, but I really cannot continue anymore.

I want to thank everyone for the continued support throughout the years.